|
| IM DRUNK!!!
NOT REALLY. . IM GOING BOWLING. . I HATE XANGA. . BYE | | |
| ii JUSt WANNA StARE @ YOUR bEAUtifUl EYES
&& fAlL ASlEEP iN YOUR ARMS bECAUSE
ii kNOW thAt iiM AlWAYS GOiNG tO bE
hAPPY bEiNG W// YOU
yOu wanna see hOw much i lOve yOu? gO Outside when its raining && catch drOps On yOur tOngue. the Ones yOu miss is hOw much i lOve yOu <3
you will never know how many times
i`ve laid in my bed all night just thinking
about how much you mean to me &&
how much i l o v e you xox
&& you a little more
than what i call
amazing
i smile when i pass him in the halls
i smile when he calls
i smile at the littlest things he does
i smile when he doesn`t realize it
i smile when he gets online
i smile when i think about him
so basically, i smile all the time
All I know is what Im feeling
HAS GOT TO BE REAl
Cause I can hardly breathe
And theres nowhere on this Earth
Id rather be
Then right here just
[ Me and You ]
You got my tongue-tied,
You got my heart stopped.
Just the thought of you
Makes me realize
That I [L][O][V][E] you
As teenagers we fall in and outta love constantly. all the while knowing we wont find true love in this stage of our life. yet we push it aside always hoping, praying that the one we`re currently with will be our one true love.
As part of you has grown on me
together forever we shall be
never will we ever be apart
maybe in distance, but not in heart | | |
| lately, i cry for no reason at all. my emotions go up and quickly fall. my head is all mixed up and confused. looks like i`ve been used and abused. out of nowhere tears run down my face. aways happens in the worst possible place. i`m always sad and wearing a frown. tell me what will make these feelings go away. i want it to leave, but it just wants to stay.
lOve is ...
1. when he kisses yOu at the mOst randOm times
2. lOOking fOrward tO the next time he calls
3. when he just smiles at yOu
4. when he says the dOrkiest things, just tO make yOu laugh
5. when he cOmfOrts yOu tO the pOint where yOur prOblems just vanish
6. the way he hugs yOu & hOlds yOu tight
7. they way he calls yOu "baby"
8. the way he says i lOve yOu, & means it
9. the way he gives yOu the sense Of warmth just thinking abOut him
10. the way he makes yOu feel like the prettiest thing in the wOrld
11. the way he always acts tOugh, but yOu knOw he`s nOt
12. when i hug yOu & feel like nOthing cOuld ever hurt me
13. how he gives yOu his sweatshirt, & says "its nOthing" even thOugh he has gOOse bumps
14. the way he plays with yOur hair withOut realizing it
15. hOw he smells sO gOOd
16. missing everything abOut him when hes gOne
17. when i`ve had a hOrrible day, & hOw he makes everything better
18. the way he smiles innOcently when i knOw he`s dOne sOmething wrOng
19. hOw right when i wake up he tells me i lOOk beautiful
20. the way we can talk On the phOne fOr hOurs abOut the mOst randOm things
in the blink of an eye, @ the drop of a hate, love happens like that, it steals your heart like a thief in the night, you can run but you can`t hide, before you know it there aint no turning back. call it destiny, call it love @ first site, call it meant to be. i`d say that`s right. i never dreamed that just one kiss could make me feel like this, in a heart beat it can turn your world around just like that . . love happens like that. | | |
| i`ve learned when you grow away from your friends you always find yourself hanging on to the one time you can remember you were all happy. in high school there is never just one romance. you will always want the things or guys you can`t have. people WiLL hurt you even if they might not mean to. kisses are not contracts & they don`t mean forever. just because people say i love you doesn`t mean that they do. long glances are twice as better than short. learning to forgive & forget is one of life`s many virtues. laugh when you fight for dumb reasons. always try to spend quality time with friends. go to sleep with a clear mind. .you`ll sleep better. the guy who loves you the most usually doesn`t have to say it because you can just feel it when he`s around. is it possible to be friends with someone you once loved ? some say yes, some say no. i think it depends on how much you loved them. if someone loves you, that doesn`t mean they`ll never hurt you. nothing can make you stay & nothing can make you leave. the heart only loves what it likes & hates what it doesn`t. when you think about him, is all you can do is remember your past ? or is all you can do is think about your future ? learning to forgive yourself after a mistake is always going to be hard. telling you one thing & doing another is wrong. no matter how many times you look back, never regret what you did. a part of me will always be with you. the heart is forever inexperienced, although it can be broken it keeps beating just the same. we love being in love & that`s the truth. to love is to admire with the heart. to admire is to love with the mind. the head never rules the heart, it just becomes it`s partner in crime. we know things better through love than knowledge. people who do not take chances or risks limit themseleves. people who say dreams never come true, never have had one that did. sometimes it takes a twist of fate to make a miracle. i don`t know whether to love you or hate you. a friend is a friend. . a lover is a lover. . being both just becomes too complicated. sometimes the best things in life really are free. breaking up is harder to do the longer you wait. love that we cannot have is the one that lasts the longests, hurts the deepest & feels the strongest. no one has even loved anyone. . the way everyone wants to be loved. we all want to be in love for the simple reason that it is the one experience that makes us feel like we truly belong. when you fall too fast you get burned. the hardest part of learning a love lesson is the part where you have to walk away. he may be perfect but he is human. a smile can change everything, a kiss can`t cure everything, & i`m sorry won`t work forever. a phone call has the power to make or break you. sometimes you just gotta go. sometimes you gotta call a past to help a future. it is possible to fall for someone. . no matter how quick you fall. there is pain no matter what. . the pain that comes before the love or the pain that comes when it`s all over. i still love you, i just don`t know what you are now. i love you, you change me. you love me, i change you. therefore you & i will never fully know each other because we are always changing one another. i feel so alive cause someone like you found me & suddenly nothing is the same. | | |
| im not always as confident as i seem. sometimes i dont want to talk about what is bothering me . . sometimes i just want a hug . . someone who will let me cry. i like when guys cry in front of me -- when people arent afraid to show what theyre really feeling. i dont like when people run from theyre true feelings because it doesnt do anyone any good. i wear my heart on my sleeve, but i am not naive. i know what it feels like to be completely broken and i am all too familiar with what it means to be hurt. i know what its like to see something funny and not laugh. ive been taken advantage of and used. my feelings have been obviously disregarded. but i still believe that all people are good at heart . . . and my trust in people has not diminished. . .
i would do anything to be with you,
&& thats what scares me the most <3 | | |
|
